i’ve struggled with this issue before. i still don’t know how personal this is supposed to be. i didn’t know how personal i wanted my previous blog to be. my old blog fell apart because i wasn’t sure what i wanted to omit or include. you’ll note the last post was (i think) 040406, a few days before things started to go bad.

i read one or two blogs regularly, and appreciate that there are accounts of some personal issues (it’s amazing how the second and third paragraphs of this post almost perfectly echo my recent situation) in there, as they seem surprisingly similar to my own recent experiences. in the course of the last few weeks, i’ve tried something new-complete and total honest at all possible times. it may sound either weird, or like common sense, but i figured that i’d try it. so with that in mind, i’m going to continue to post, and relate what’s going on with me. i think that’s kind of the point of writing regularly.

i am not prepared to share all the details yet (or maybe even at all) but i will say that i’ve recently had a large shift in my personal situation. it’s made me realize that i need to be more open, and that i ruined things that had the potential to be even more amazing that i ever thought i would get to be a part of. i’m not ready yet to look back and see this as a lesson learned or another past experience-i’m still processing this and trying to figure out what (if anything!) is supposed to come next, so i won’t go in to more detail. i guess my point is that i’m not going to be a reclusive as i have been in the past, both here and in real life, and i’m going to be more willing to share what’s going on.

and now, back to the bottle.

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